2008, I am coming out of a relationship of 8 months, with a woman who I really thought was the one. Having been married for 15yrs and being single for 15yrs, I was becoming very depressed about dating and relationships. Having had numerous relationships from the time my divorce until now, and the longest lasting about a year. It was becoming very apparent to me that all I was doing was repeating a process that was not working for me. I was becoming cynical and depressed, very unhappy and decoded to make a change. I was always very oversexed through out my life. I enjoyed it, having sex 3-5 times a week was optimum for me. Being 50yrs old and having this kind of sex drive really worked against me. Women as they age, and this is just my observation, like sex far less than what is good for me. No blame or anger towards women, it was just me, just a significant difference that affected my relationships.. I have a good friend who told me about Realdoll and how realistic the dolls were in looking like real women. First thing I pictured was the blow-up dolls with the big open mouths. But I decided to look into it anyway. What I found was a beautiful depiction of the female form. One that I could accessorize to my desire of a beautiful women. I figured as a toy this would take the sexual edge off and let me take a break from the chase of finding the one. I had no idea how this was about to change my life….
Brick Dollbanger
My Story
